Christian poem 'Do It for Christ' by Deidre Blair (Christart.com)

Do It for Christ
by Deidre Blair © 1999

Anticipating the crowd, I get nervous inside.
In His Word did I meditate? In His Word did I abide?
What will come out of my mouth; myself or the Word?
Or does it really matter, just as long as they get stirred?

I did read a little and even prayed for a while.
I hope they don`t sit there and stare like I`m on trial.
Will this change a life or make some kind of impact?
Do I have the anointing or just a well-rehearsed act?

It`s too late to go back for more preparation.
It`s time to go forth and give this live presentation.
Will they be able to tell that I didn`t spend much time?
Should I even be concerned about these questions in my mind?

Well, here I am before this room full of saints.
I`m feeling pretty queasy; maybe I`ll just stand here and faint.
I realize the problem is not nervousness at all.
It`s the fact that I`m not ready, and I know I`m going to fall.

I should have listened when I heard Holy Spirit say, “Don`t leave. Spend some time with me.”
Instead, I just ignored Him because I wanted to satisfy my needs.
I probably could have gotten some really deep revelation.
I could have been a blessing to someone instead of a misrepresentation.

Instead of me being the teacher, I`m the one who got a lesson.
I must always be prepared whether it`s a roomful or a room with just one person.
I must become humble and pray, seek God`s face and turn from my wicked ways.
I must study, meditate and prepare for each assignment as if I have no more days.

What God has called me for is serious and all a part of His plan.
I must remember that though He chose me, He could have chosen any man.
I shouldn`t do this for vain glory; it`s too high of a price.
I have to remember that whatever I do, I should do it for Christ.