God grant me sanity!

Oh why is sanity taunting me?
To be insane and yet feel
A definite sanity appeal
To lack a thing that makes you heal
Is very frightening and yet still
I tread this treacherous terrain
Because I can't handle the pain
The pain of being what i can't
The others can't just pay their dues
They have to make a fool of you
To mock a fault they also have
To smack a thing they cannot grab
So, needing a focus that's unreal
No hardships or ill-meant comments can steal
Fighting on for every goal to be whole
To keep the confidence insanity stole
Corrupt futures will not last
Shaking off a corrupt past
Asking of your purity
God grant me some sanity!