Been There Done That...God

I have been wondering who to talk to
since the death of my little girl
when my daughter Faith left me
I lost a huge part of my world

After a weekend of grieving
and remembering her last few days
I wanted some one to talk to
and found it very hard to even pray

On Monday morning I woke up
still thinking about those days
all I could say was God show me something
please take this pain away

well God did show me something
it was like He was talking to me
when He said I have been right where you are now
when they crucified My Son on that tree

I started thinking about Jesus
and the pain He must have went through
when I thought of the pain of my little girl
laying there in the ICU

I have asked God why?
God, Faith did nothing wrong
then I saw Jesus on a cross
and thought that's not where my sinless savior belongs

I thought of Faith and her illness
the surgeries and the pain
then I thought of the beatings Jesus took
the suffering, but He never complained

I still see Faith laying there
with a machine giving her air
think about Jesus hanging on the cross
gasping for a breathe
knowing He had already been right there

Jesus took His final breathe on the cross
and now He is alive in His heavenly home
I watched Faith take her final breathe here
but now she is there with Jesus around God's throne

I thought about all the suffering and pain
that my daughter Faith had been through
then it's like God said I can help you
because I have been there too!!!

Thank you Jesus!!!
Wop (waiting On Perfection)